Full-Blown Suffering: My Battle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a gloomy weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my one eye. Then came rapid shocks, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort around one eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, severe agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. A separate found 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like several causes, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center.
Still, the failure to plan life around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical texts suggest bizarre treatments for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by global medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.
National guidelines on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a